Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Imbeciles... pfft.
Waste of my energy and breath to explain further.
It's so hard to raise a daughter properly with people fighting you tooth and nail every step of the way.
On one hand, I can't wait to move out. On the other, I don't actually want to. Go figure.
Jazzyme; 信 8:43 PM.
Peaches is missing.. and I am heartbroken.

Will you help me find him? He's not used to flying, and he doesn't know to fear cats, and he can't find food on his own. Please help me..
If you have news of Peaches please call Lazy at 94879127.
I am going to print lost notices and hang them all around. I'm sending out emails to the animal organisations and I hope someone will bring him in. I am also going to start knocking on the doors of everyone on this block to ask if they've seen Peaches soon.
Please help me.
Jazzyme; 信 7:18 PM.
Somebody.. Anybody.
Please.
Come put your face close to me and let me slap.
Come come.
I'm so tired that I want to gather the last of my strength and slap somebody.
Come come.
Jazzyme; 信 6:58 PM.
Bad DayWhy?
PMS - ON - tummy hurts
Cold - forgot to bring jacket to work
Rheumatism - because of the cold
Boyfriend - wants me to settle problems with someone outside of the relationship who badmouths me and takes advantage of him. Ya'll know who I'm talking about.
Sian.
You chose to talk to me on the first day of my PMS - ON mode.
Poor thing.
Jazzyme; 信 2:08 PM.
Teehee~
Jazzyme; 信 9:22 PM.
What do you take me for?It's sad when you actually know people like this.
Jazzyme; 信 11:48 PM.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Razzle Dazzle OCS '08Anthony invited me (as a last resort, dammit) to his social night at OCS the week before. Was fun (but no handsome hunks).
It was the very first time I saw him wearing so formal, with leather shoes. The shoes were what completed the image, in my opinion. He came and picked me up in his dad's car.

What other colour could you expect the green-loving Anthony?


He got chosen for some entertainment halfway through,
Discussing the band nameHe's playing with the broom. Give it up for Every Mother Sonnnnnn!!!!!
Ant and his friend, I-forgot-his-name.

His date was a very sweet girl who kept me company when the guys went off to mingle.

According to her, most of the dates of the guys weren't actually attached to the guys. They were typically like Ant, who had no one to go with and anyhow grabbed somebody as a last resort (you are so going to be reminded of this for a long time, Ant).

On the far right is Joseph, my secondary school express classmate. Coincidental, eh?

I look like I went out with my younger brother.
Anyways, my hair was braided a little that night, and when I took it out, the results were very unexpected.


A deviation from my normal straight hair. Nice?
Jazzyme; 信 6:02 PM.
Hi Big BrotherIt's been a little over three years since you've been gone. We're all doing fine, in fact, we're going to be aunts and uncles soon when Zaiden and Chloe come, which should both be end of this month.
I've been bumbling around, but I've been doing good. Would've been better if you were here. Grandmama and Grandpapa are getting older, and Grandmama refuses to dye her hair anymore. Gan-ma has a fulfilling life with many things crammed into her days that even I have to make an appointment with her if I want to see her.
Everyone in the family has been doing good, and I know everyone misses you a lot. My mom, every time she knew I was going to see you at Mandai, she'd always ask me to bring along messages.
I kept my word, and I've always been riding with you. I know you're always nearby when I ride the fastest. When the wind rushes past me, I can almost hear you whisper faster... faster...
You've always loved the wind.
I've tried to find the place where you took me to the last time I saw you, but I couldn't find it. I know it is in Bishan park, but I've been there many times and couldn't find it. I still remember the CD that they were playing really loud when we were drinking. F.I.R's Fly Away.

I recently came across a couple of your riding photos online, and realized that other than the time you took me to drinking, I've never seen your passion before. Until I saw your group photo at PG, and a couple of you either beside your ZX-11 and in your helmet, I've never truly felt the urgent need to ride with you. To see you ride.
They say that time heals all wounds. What a load of bullshit. It still hurts as much inside as it did at the funeral three years ago. The memories are still as fresh, the stinging is still as deep.
I can still taste the ashes. I can still feel the tears.
I can still feel the wind in my hair...
Jazzyme; 信 9:33 PM.
I've got some awesome stuff to show yaBut my wireless mouse is kind of kooky now and I can't edit the photos. Anyone got an extra I can borrow? I've got like a million photos to sift through and edit what I think is post-a-ble (is there such a word?).
Lazy's gone off to reservist and I am stuck at home with a spoilt mouse. ARGHGHGHGH!
*That was a hint to ask me out. Please submit your applications by next week and it will be processed within two working years.**
Jazzyme; 信 6:59 PM.