Pics from our visit to uncle Ronald's house.


Everybody gathered round to dig in on uncle's famous curry



Look what we had?





eggstabb the popiah aunty



Angel with Rio's milky



Doug and his itchy fingers



The overgrown kid, (he loves this pic)







Gingerhusky with the *beep*



The other overgrown kid



Isn't she beautiful?



The very, very, very high uncanny after four balloons of helium



*Oei, what you doing ar? Stealing my mangoes ar?*



*ya*



The girls having fun with uncle Ronald's mangoes





*mmmmm~!*



The Spread



Candor being caught stealing spilt baileys out of the tray



Very high afterwards



*what're you doing in there?!*

Just to let you guys know that I DO know that I haven't been in to blog religiously. I know. Its just that, sometimes in life you can no longer find the will to do things that may not affect your mood. I know I'm not making sense here but it makes sense to me.

Why is it that I can never get a hold on to how I am feeling? How do I feel now? Numb. I can't describe it. It all makes no sense to me, this madness inside. What's life? Love? Why is it that I feel so numb inside now? Apart from the pain I've been having in my lower abdomen, what else is there left?

Scorpian's dead. Don't ask.

As I go through the motions of life now, I see inches of escape encased within the frivolity of everyday. I could feel the energy surging through within a split second, and then it was gone. How can this be?

Yesterday on the MRT. A playground was seen in the far distance, near a flight of steep stairs. I had this sudden urge to rush over to the playground and throw myself down that flight of stairs. This all happened in a couple of seconds.

Am I going mad? But how can one go mad knowing that she's going mad? There's nothing bothering me now, no stress no nothing, only numbness, but what harm can that do to me?

Only numbness.

I can't do shit. I can't do anything constructive. I don't feel like cramming books into my head for the moment, but I can't find a job either. Mom's having problems with bill again, and where will I be to help her?

I'm a low-life, useless piece of shit.

My friends, they see me as someone always smiling and joking, having the time of her life, but its all a lie. It's all a front so that nobody bothers me about seeing a doctor. What if it's cancer? What if it's worse? It not bothering me anyway, so there's no point musing over it.

My dreams have recently become my reality. Sometimes I can't even differentiate between dreams and reality. I recall things I did in my dreams, yet can't remember things I did in real life. Is that going to be a problem?

Look what baby brought back from camp?



Relax.. We're not gonna keep it (long) though.. Fed it some superworms but it's still not eating.. hmm.. Anyone with a large tank and peat moss to donate?

MUAHAHAHA pics are up!

Events at ECP on the 17th of April. MinistryOfPets gathering. It was fun! Trust me, you guys really missed something good, man.



Mika and Mini on Giacomo



kiss kiss~



The handsome Tyson, who managed to charm everyone just with his presence



Le Mika and Mini, who fell in love and are building a nest









Riyon's baby Wangwang, who's really like a baby



Elton's legs, Tyson and Happy



My baby Tracy~





Wangwang hiding.. Got chased by Ninja soon after, followed by Feyon chasing Mini.



Riyon with Twinkle



"I want my mummee~~*





Mika with Twinkle this time



"lelong lelong! lovies for sale!"



Mika on attack mode..



ATTACK!



Poor Twinkle! And they used to be such good friends too!



Le Joker, who kept trying to rape Tracy

DAMMIT! Something's wrong with my right click thingie. Well, You guys just have to wait for my next posting then.

*edited* more pics for you!



Mika on Tracy with Yuffie trying to get Twinkle on her as well. Twinkle's terrified of Tracy. MUAHAHAHA~!



Uncle Ronald's GRs.



Nico showing off her wing span in front of Douglas







Angel's Happy.



Fell in love with Tyson and Elton in this photo



"can you see me?"



Does Mika has guts, or is just plain stupid?





That's Tracy on Feather's boyfriend's lap, with Feathers and Gerger in in the background. Frankly, this is the first time I've seen Tracy so comfortable with a total stranger.





The balls Douglas' Weezer stole from the group beside us.



There she is!



One last kiss before we go..



"oh where oh where are you my mini darling~!"

And finally, pics taken by a really naughty webmistress..





"birds counted?"

CANDOR'S BEEN ADOPTED!!! HURRAY!!

I can't tell you how much joy this brings me.

Taken from uncle Ronald: Latest up date.

This Is What We Are Waiting For.

The lady which I mentioned earlier about adopting Condor still wants to, but her castle won't be ready in a 1 year, she promised to take care if Condor if still available during that time.

But read this . Guarantee for All to jump with JOY!!

HURRAH! Finally Condor Found A Home.

This morning I had to beg my close neighbors to foster her or possibility to adopt her for my sake, cause of good Kamcheng promising them I could go over to help them to take care of Condor whenever there is problem. Bringing her when ever I go out with my grs. Then have consented and now the case can close amicably.

T-egg, You had done a good job in fostering her for quite some time and all of us in MOP are very grateful for your kind gestures. Now the departing is here. We know it is difficult but the decision of a permanent home for Condor is in the hands of ppls in the admin. The new home is now waiting anxiously for Condor.Should u call us or go over to your place to collect Condor Today.

Muahahahaha! I can't tell you how good I felt with this post.

Oh happy, happy day!

Something is bloody wrong with Imageshack, so there'll be no pics at the moment. Trust me, you're missing something good.

Been engrossing myself in MinistryOfPets recently. What do you know, there ARE idiots in this world. Age does not account for anything at all. If not, why are there people who are actually older than me having the same kind of thinking I had when I was young?

Idiots.

I know I have been neglecting you guys here. Its just that, I'm going through a part of my life where, no matter how hard I try, I just don't have much enthusiasm for anything anymore.

Even if I were to turn on the pc, I wouldn't know what to write. Everything I type comes out distorted.

Mom says I should submit an article to the news. She says that I shouldn't let my language go to waste. How am I to submit an article when anything that comes out of me instantly becomes shit?

Shit, I'm gonna write this entry in my usual distorted fashion.







My very vain and very noisy Mika.

And here's what I found on my way home after a practical lesson at Bt. Merah.





My future car.. it's definately gonna happen.

A "pantang" taxi driver on my way to school..



Pandan leaves. Rumoured to ward off evil spirits.

Well, there's nothing more that I can report(thus the picture gallery post), will leave you guys with this thought..



*have I or have I not posted this picture before? hm...*