Let's pretend
Let's pretend to be happy.
Let's put on a mask in front of each other.
Let's pretend that we are so in love.
Let's pretend that nothing is wrong.
Let's pretend that we don't hurt.
Let's pretend we don't feel.
Let's pretend that we turn a blind eye.
Let's pretend to be happy.
I never thought I'd be saying this but..
I hate you.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Sunday, February 18, 2007
....
Oh, but for a chance to run away!
Jaded yet still bleeding. Bleeding yet already numb. Numbed yet still hurting.
Perhaps we've all died too much inside. Bit by bit, little by little, we lose our life, from inside out.
Walls closing in. Pressing in, pressing in. Pushing me back into myself, back where no life is left.
Stop touching me.
....
Happy Chinese New Year, people.
Oh, but for a chance to run away!
Jaded yet still bleeding. Bleeding yet already numb. Numbed yet still hurting.
Perhaps we've all died too much inside. Bit by bit, little by little, we lose our life, from inside out.
Walls closing in. Pressing in, pressing in. Pushing me back into myself, back where no life is left.
Stop touching me.
....
Happy Chinese New Year, people.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Back from the Reunion dinner
Thoughts: If things were turned around, if my friends invited me but explicitly state that they don't want you around, I'd rather not go. I won't go and pretend you don't exist.
It was a BLAST!
Right from getting there, running to and fro from my grandma's to my godmum's and back again, to setting up the tables, chit-chatting, eating, and watching tv in my grandpa's room.
Ah Qiang lending a hand preparing for the feast.
Shirong lends a hand too.
This is the Yu Sheng.
Before:
During:
And after:
This would be yours truly walking around with my chopsticks camwhoring after eating the Yu Sheng.
My sister.
Shirong.
Ah Yong.
Ah Qiang.
By then I've lost my chopsticks, so I was just plain camwhoring with anybody who cared to camwhore with me.
He says I look older than him. What do you think?
A mess of pictures.
The feast begins!
After which we retreated into our grandpa's room to watch TV. Zhizhong says we should do a group photo like last year, so we did.
A room full of Tans!
After the entire thing, we all got home and began mass emailing each other about the photos. Ah yong saw the photos I edited last year and took the initiative this year to make his own edition and sent it out via mass email.
Here's his edition:
And from him, I got inspired to do a whore series of photo editing.
Do you find anything wrong with this photo?
Thoughts: If things were turned around, if my friends invited me but explicitly state that they don't want you around, I'd rather not go. I won't go and pretend you don't exist.
It was a BLAST!
Right from getting there, running to and fro from my grandma's to my godmum's and back again, to setting up the tables, chit-chatting, eating, and watching tv in my grandpa's room.
Ah Qiang lending a hand preparing for the feast.
Shirong lends a hand too.
This is the Yu Sheng.
Before:
During:
And after:
This would be yours truly walking around with my chopsticks camwhoring after eating the Yu Sheng.
My sister.
Shirong.
Ah Yong.
Ah Qiang.
By then I've lost my chopsticks, so I was just plain camwhoring with anybody who cared to camwhore with me.
He says I look older than him. What do you think?
A mess of pictures.
The feast begins!
After which we retreated into our grandpa's room to watch TV. Zhizhong says we should do a group photo like last year, so we did.
A room full of Tans!
After the entire thing, we all got home and began mass emailing each other about the photos. Ah yong saw the photos I edited last year and took the initiative this year to make his own edition and sent it out via mass email.
Here's his edition:
And from him, I got inspired to do a whore series of photo editing.
Do you find anything wrong with this photo?
It is..
...the last day of the lunar calendar and I am WORKING.
Damn you corporate world! Damn all you drivers who choose to service your cars at the last minute!
My Lazychoo is sleeping at home on my bed right at this moment, probably in the most comfortable position possible. And later on, at one or hopefully at twelve, I will ride over to Bishan and do some last minute shopping (which I know is going to be a mistake) and perhaps get some lunch for Lazychoo.
Lazychoo been so sweet these few days. I kind of get the feeling of the girl in the starhub commercial where her husband suddenly becomes very nice and does things for her instead of watch TV. Like something's amiss. But it's just little old me, thinking too much.
Anyway, reunion dinner's gonna be a blast, as always. Watch out for photos of the little monster with feelers after tonight!
...the last day of the lunar calendar and I am WORKING.
Damn you corporate world! Damn all you drivers who choose to service your cars at the last minute!
My Lazychoo is sleeping at home on my bed right at this moment, probably in the most comfortable position possible. And later on, at one or hopefully at twelve, I will ride over to Bishan and do some last minute shopping (which I know is going to be a mistake) and perhaps get some lunch for Lazychoo.
Lazychoo been so sweet these few days. I kind of get the feeling of the girl in the starhub commercial where her husband suddenly becomes very nice and does things for her instead of watch TV. Like something's amiss. But it's just little old me, thinking too much.
Anyway, reunion dinner's gonna be a blast, as always. Watch out for photos of the little monster with feelers after tonight!
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