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Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Pretty Babies
.. Won't ever lie to mummy or make mummy sad sad right? Won't ever betray mummy's trust right? Pretty babies will at most make mummy cry when they ruin mummy's favourite bag that she waited for months to get, but pretty babies won't ever break mummy's heart right?
I love my pretty babies.
.. Won't ever lie to mummy or make mummy sad sad right? Won't ever betray mummy's trust right? Pretty babies will at most make mummy cry when they ruin mummy's favourite bag that she waited for months to get, but pretty babies won't ever break mummy's heart right?
I love my pretty babies.
Thursday, January 03, 2008
I Don't Want To Go Back To Work
You know how sometimes one horrible day can cause three months worth of the buildup of love for work to go kapeesh?
Let me list out the horrible things : -
- Woke up late and had to rush for work.
- Saw that some bitch stole a company with a HUGE headcount from my industry that I have been following up for some time and I can't do anything about it.
- Lost a company with big headcount due to the anger at that bitch.
- Crap appointments that will probably fall off.
- Got knocked out of the top two presenters slot, of which I was originally on top of.
- Got my integrity questioned by my boss due to the fault of the freaking taxi driver who chose to go one big round around the island back to my office.
- Colossal jam on the way back home due to an accident at Lentor.
- Late for class due to the Lentor accident, decided not to go at all, then found out it was the second last lesson already.
- Boyfriend came home near midnight after work.
Urgh. And all I can do is to shut the hell up and rant here because some of my colleagues have already brought up the same problem to our small boss, only to be called petty.
No morale. No morale. No morale.
Don't want to work anymore la.
You know how sometimes one horrible day can cause three months worth of the buildup of love for work to go kapeesh?
Let me list out the horrible things : -
- Woke up late and had to rush for work.
- Saw that some bitch stole a company with a HUGE headcount from my industry that I have been following up for some time and I can't do anything about it.
- Lost a company with big headcount due to the anger at that bitch.
- Crap appointments that will probably fall off.
- Got knocked out of the top two presenters slot, of which I was originally on top of.
- Got my integrity questioned by my boss due to the fault of the freaking taxi driver who chose to go one big round around the island back to my office.
- Colossal jam on the way back home due to an accident at Lentor.
- Late for class due to the Lentor accident, decided not to go at all, then found out it was the second last lesson already.
- Boyfriend came home near midnight after work.
Urgh. And all I can do is to shut the hell up and rant here because some of my colleagues have already brought up the same problem to our small boss, only to be called petty.
No morale. No morale. No morale.
Don't want to work anymore la.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Onnion's Peeled
The great Onnion a.k.a mahjong addict/kahki had an accident the other day. It was a minor one, right before he was due for a mahjong session with Lazy, Benny and I. The standard people for our twice weekly mahjong session.
Not one to go into much details, I won't go into how he got into the accident. It was around midnight when I received a call from Benny, saying that Onnion was unable to make it for the session because he was in an ambulance.
Fearing for the worst, Lazy and I picked up Benny and we rushed straight to the hospital. And we found this happy little idiot.
The happy little idiot was very happy because there was a pretty nurse on board with him on the ambulance. Idiot.
Not one to give up photo opportunities...
We chatted and waited with him at the waiting area for god knows how long (note: If you are in great pain and urgently need to see a doctor, don't go to the Accident and Emergency section of a hospital. Don't go to a hospital at all.)
The doctor, still under training, was an asshole who thinks that he's a higher cut above the rest. When Onn and Lazy asked him something, he bluntly answered "That's not my probem." (That's why I said not to go to a hospital.)
Onnion, having never sat in a wheelchair before, was having the time of his life.
Obviously, like the little kid in all of us, he turned it into a race / stunt car.
Shortly after being extremely pissed off with the doctor and Onnion having had his superficial wounds cleaned up, we were sent to have him bandaged. We had to wait again for an hour or so, with Onn exploring more and more stunts he could do with his wheelchair until it was his turn to go into The Room.
Couldn't understand why bandaging needed to be done inside the operating theatre, but we had fun with his emtpy wheelchair while he was in there. Alone. With a pretty nurse. And a scratched testicle.
The great Onnion a.k.a mahjong addict/kahki had an accident the other day. It was a minor one, right before he was due for a mahjong session with Lazy, Benny and I. The standard people for our twice weekly mahjong session.
Not one to go into much details, I won't go into how he got into the accident. It was around midnight when I received a call from Benny, saying that Onnion was unable to make it for the session because he was in an ambulance.
Fearing for the worst, Lazy and I picked up Benny and we rushed straight to the hospital. And we found this happy little idiot.
The happy little idiot was very happy because there was a pretty nurse on board with him on the ambulance. Idiot.
Not one to give up photo opportunities...
We chatted and waited with him at the waiting area for god knows how long (note: If you are in great pain and urgently need to see a doctor, don't go to the Accident and Emergency section of a hospital. Don't go to a hospital at all.)
The doctor, still under training, was an asshole who thinks that he's a higher cut above the rest. When Onn and Lazy asked him something, he bluntly answered "That's not my probem." (That's why I said not to go to a hospital.)
Onnion, having never sat in a wheelchair before, was having the time of his life.
Obviously, like the little kid in all of us, he turned it into a race / stunt car.
Shortly after being extremely pissed off with the doctor and Onnion having had his superficial wounds cleaned up, we were sent to have him bandaged. We had to wait again for an hour or so, with Onn exploring more and more stunts he could do with his wheelchair until it was his turn to go into The Room.
Couldn't understand why bandaging needed to be done inside the operating theatre, but we had fun with his emtpy wheelchair while he was in there. Alone. With a pretty nurse. And a scratched testicle.
It's Depressing
I guess everyone goes through this at some point in their lives.
You know, when you feel that you've done your best and more to be the perfect daughter, without losing your identity the best way you know how, and still have your mom imply that you are a horrible daughter to her friends in front of you.
No matter what you do, no matter what decisions or choices you make, the whole wide world will have something bad to say about it. Sure, it's not their problem if they run their mouths, but it kills you a little inside everytime you see the disapproval in her eyes despite your very best efforts.
What have I done wrong?
I guess everyone goes through this at some point in their lives.
You know, when you feel that you've done your best and more to be the perfect daughter, without losing your identity the best way you know how, and still have your mom imply that you are a horrible daughter to her friends in front of you.
No matter what you do, no matter what decisions or choices you make, the whole wide world will have something bad to say about it. Sure, it's not their problem if they run their mouths, but it kills you a little inside everytime you see the disapproval in her eyes despite your very best efforts.
What have I done wrong?
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
I Never Thought That I Too Can Become A Machine
I talk in the appropriate situations.
I laugh when given cue.
At a gesture or a hint, I react.
I put a smile on my face in front of the people that matter.
But who knows what lurks beneath that smile? Even I don't know.
I occasionally raise my voice up a few octaves and act my age when facing male clients.
But I am not my age. I wish I were. You don't know how hard it is to not be my age when I am.
I mechanically go to work, and mechanically come back home and without realizing it, I've become the product that which I most feared I would be.
I no longer feel the vibe that I once did, that life was full of meaning. Now I feel that nothing holds much meaning, that I'm just going to live my life just the way everyone else does. A normal, plain, conventional life.
I, like the rest of the whole wide world, am just a greyhound, chasing after a mechanical white rabbit. Some push others out of the way to get in front, some get left behind, still running and panting after the rabbit. If not for our vests with numbers on it, nobody can differentiate who we are, except that a lot of dogs are running together.
I was an artist. I loved everything and found joy in the simplest of things. I was abstract and slightly kooky. Now I live each day from paycheck to paycheck, waiting for life to pass me by, soon to reminiscing in my wheelchair in my 60s about the time I wasted on the material things in life. About my very normal, healthy, and spice free life.
So there I go. A normal girl with a normal life.
What more can I want?
I talk in the appropriate situations.
I laugh when given cue.
At a gesture or a hint, I react.
I put a smile on my face in front of the people that matter.
But who knows what lurks beneath that smile? Even I don't know.
I occasionally raise my voice up a few octaves and act my age when facing male clients.
But I am not my age. I wish I were. You don't know how hard it is to not be my age when I am.
I mechanically go to work, and mechanically come back home and without realizing it, I've become the product that which I most feared I would be.
I no longer feel the vibe that I once did, that life was full of meaning. Now I feel that nothing holds much meaning, that I'm just going to live my life just the way everyone else does. A normal, plain, conventional life.
I, like the rest of the whole wide world, am just a greyhound, chasing after a mechanical white rabbit. Some push others out of the way to get in front, some get left behind, still running and panting after the rabbit. If not for our vests with numbers on it, nobody can differentiate who we are, except that a lot of dogs are running together.
I was an artist. I loved everything and found joy in the simplest of things. I was abstract and slightly kooky. Now I live each day from paycheck to paycheck, waiting for life to pass me by, soon to reminiscing in my wheelchair in my 60s about the time I wasted on the material things in life. About my very normal, healthy, and spice free life.
So there I go. A normal girl with a normal life.
What more can I want?
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Exhausted
I can safely tell you that, last Saturday was one of the rare few days that I wasn't sleepy throughout the entire day. With work and classes and the addition of Mandy, the world's turned topsy turvey. Which explains why I haven't been blogging like the good little kitty that I am.
*trying to find more excuses as to why I haven't blogged for so long*
You'll be overloaded with photos once I find a break in the middle, like this on a Saturday afternoon when Lazy is still asleep, and edit all my pictures for hosting.
The ultimate combination.
A lot has been happening since my blogging hiatus, which hasn't ended yet because everything around me is still topsy turvey, such as ... ... never mind. Never too good to divulge everything at one go I always say.
Just a little sneak preview today of how life's been like..
That's Rycel on top and that's Benny below, between games during our weekly Friday and Saturday midnight mahjong match. I got to know these two eons ago when I was still in primary school, after I moved house and gathered up the courage to play basketball there alone.
Rycel, better known as Onn, is the joker of the whole group that used to be. He still is, and he regularly drives Lazy and Benny crazy with his mad antics during mahjong.
Well folks, this is all the time we have today, and I thank you sincerely for being here and being so patience and understanding blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda.
Gotta scoot!
I can safely tell you that, last Saturday was one of the rare few days that I wasn't sleepy throughout the entire day. With work and classes and the addition of Mandy, the world's turned topsy turvey. Which explains why I haven't been blogging like the good little kitty that I am.
*trying to find more excuses as to why I haven't blogged for so long*
You'll be overloaded with photos once I find a break in the middle, like this on a Saturday afternoon when Lazy is still asleep, and edit all my pictures for hosting.
The ultimate combination.
A lot has been happening since my blogging hiatus, which hasn't ended yet because everything around me is still topsy turvey, such as ... ... never mind. Never too good to divulge everything at one go I always say.
Just a little sneak preview today of how life's been like..
That's Rycel on top and that's Benny below, between games during our weekly Friday and Saturday midnight mahjong match. I got to know these two eons ago when I was still in primary school, after I moved house and gathered up the courage to play basketball there alone.
Rycel, better known as Onn, is the joker of the whole group that used to be. He still is, and he regularly drives Lazy and Benny crazy with his mad antics during mahjong.
Well folks, this is all the time we have today, and I thank you sincerely for being here and being so patience and understanding blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda.
Gotta scoot!
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