Jazzyme
I bite.
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Books
|Dan Brown - The Lost Symbol
| Mitch Albom : Have a Little Faith
|Haruki Murakami : Kafka On The Shore
| James Patterson : The Murder of King Tut
| Patricia Cornwell : The Scarpetta Factor
|Tim Burton : The Melancholy Death Of Oyster Boy
| Carl G. Jung : The Undiscovered Self
| Alexandra Horowitz : Inside of a Dog
|Tami Hoag : Guilty as Sin
| Muriel Barbery : The Elegance of the Hedgehog
|Audrey Niffenegger : The Time Traveler's Wife
| Michael Jan Friedman : Seeking Spirits
Stuff
|K7 GSXR-750
| GSXR 750 K7 tank bra
| Carbon Fibre bike parts
| Street legal K7 GSXR 750 Akrapovic exhaust full system
| Ballroom Dancing Heels
|Compaq Presario CQ35-213X
|Panasonic Lumix ZR1
| D-Link Wireless N USB Adapter
|The Godfather Trilogy DVD
| The complete collection of ALL May Day CDs and singles, including Ashin's singles
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Bali #2
Hong Kong
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Hokkaido - Japan
Paris - France
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Florence – Italy
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Holland
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Perth - Australia
Zurich
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Copenhagen - Denmark
Aurora lights, Iceland
Prague, Czech Republic
Oahu – Hawaii
Whitechapel - London
Korvatunturi - Finland
Aztec & Mayan civilisations - Peru
Books
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| Mitch Albom : Have a Little Faith
|
| James Patterson : The Murder of King Tut
| Patricia Cornwell : The Scarpetta Factor
|
| Carl G. Jung : The Undiscovered Self
| Alexandra Horowitz : Inside of a Dog
|
| Muriel Barbery : The Elegance of the Hedgehog
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| Michael Jan Friedman : Seeking Spirits
Stuff
|
| GSXR 750 K7 tank bra
| Carbon Fibre bike parts
| Street legal K7 GSXR 750 Akrapovic exhaust full system
| Ballroom Dancing Heels
|
|
| D-Link Wireless N USB Adapter
|
| The complete collection of ALL May Day CDs and singles, including Ashin's singles
Places
Hong Kong
Hokkaido - Japan
Paris - France
Venice - Italy
Florence – Italy
Portofino - Italy
Bordeaux - France
Barcelona - Spain
Holland
England
Vancouver - Canada
Auckland - New Zealand
Easter Islands
Isle Of Man
Scotland
Cairo - Egypt
Shanghai, Beijing - China
Maldives & Mauritius
Sau Paulo – Brazil
Los Angeles, USA
Las Vegas, USA
Montana, USA
Athens – Greece
Seoul – Korea #2
Milan - Italy
Rome – Italy
Berlin – Germany
Perth - Australia
Zurich
Johannesburg - South Africa Johannesburg
Copenhagen - Denmark
Aurora lights, Iceland
Prague, Czech Republic
Oahu – Hawaii
Whitechapel - London
Korvatunturi - Finland
Aztec & Mayan civilisations - Peru
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Feathers
Ting
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Herbie
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Kenneth
Mummy
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Jennifer
Feathers
Ting
Anthony
Tony Wu
Sash
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Herbie
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This is why I take eons to finish
Predator - Patricia Cornwell
Dead Names - The Dark History of the Necronomicon - Simon
Sophie's World - Jostein Gaarder
The Lost Symbol - Dan Brown
For One More Day - Mitch Albom
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Thinking About It
I have been thinking about my life and my relationship with Lazy.
I realized that throughout all those cumulative years, I've somehow molded myself into half of a person and forgotten how to be myself.
Was talking to my sister the other day, and we came to the realization that in order for me to be truly happy, I need to find myself. I need to be comfortable doing things that I want to do alone.
I can not keep waiting for him to do things with me, because then it'll never get done. I also can't mope around the house waiting for him for hours on end when he attends stuff that he can't bring me.
In that sense, I also can not only wait for him to go do stuff without me before I can do my own stuff. Because by then, I'll be at a loss when he goes and end up moping around the house for hours on end again.
I also need to learn to ignore his 'not-happy' look. Because everytime I want to go do my own things, he gives that look and I'll feel so guilty that in the end, I won't go. I resent that.
So, for a start, I guess I'm just going to have to talk to him about giving me the time to find out who I am and what I really want to do. Even if its just small stuff like playing basketball or meeting friends.
*cringes*
I have been thinking about my life and my relationship with Lazy.
I realized that throughout all those cumulative years, I've somehow molded myself into half of a person and forgotten how to be myself.
Was talking to my sister the other day, and we came to the realization that in order for me to be truly happy, I need to find myself. I need to be comfortable doing things that I want to do alone.
I can not keep waiting for him to do things with me, because then it'll never get done. I also can't mope around the house waiting for him for hours on end when he attends stuff that he can't bring me.
In that sense, I also can not only wait for him to go do stuff without me before I can do my own stuff. Because by then, I'll be at a loss when he goes and end up moping around the house for hours on end again.
I also need to learn to ignore his 'not-happy' look. Because everytime I want to go do my own things, he gives that look and I'll feel so guilty that in the end, I won't go. I resent that.
So, for a start, I guess I'm just going to have to talk to him about giving me the time to find out who I am and what I really want to do. Even if its just small stuff like playing basketball or meeting friends.
*cringes*