Here I go.. screaming my lungs out.. to try to get to you..

Here I go.. wanting you to know how I feel when you say things like that..

Here I go.. failing miserably to gather up the courage to face up to you..

Here I go.. not daring to tell you what's wrong..

Here I go.. unable to tell you what went wrong..

And letting the matter go because I am so close to tears..

Please have patience with me..

I understand that you have your own problems, your own stress, your own fears..

But I have them too.

Please try to understand that I am so close to breaking down.

Please understand that it hurts so bad that I can no longer find words to describe how I feel now.

But I don't wanna give up.

I will never give up on you.

Here I go.. screaming my lungs out.. but in silence

Here I go... ... ...