Sigh


There's an up, there's a down, and there's a cannot-feel-anything-at-all.

Right now I'm right at the back.

There's something leaking inside but I can't quite feel where, and what's causing it.

It's just so.......................................... for lack of a better word, balanced.

Everything's perched precariously on the pointy tops of hundreds of mountains inside. It feels that at any one time there could be a landslide and everything would come tumbling down, at any moment.

Right now, there is nothing I can do except wait for that day to come.