Just.. hanging there
My life I mean.
I'm still looking for a job, and recently everyday's been like, running around for interviews, part-time job, and classes.
I haven't touched my current subject yet, and I know I'm falling behind. I want to, but I can't seem to find the time and place to study.
Any study-buddies? Volunteers?
Can't seem to find the mood to blog too, these few days. Will be back with pictures when this is over.
1 comment:
Gal u are still young... There are many events and happenings in life that are in store for you in the future. Some good, some bad. Some will stuck with u for the rest of the life (physical and mental scars from ur accident, etc), some u can choose to let go and forget (some ungrateful friends, etc)...
I suppose there are many worries and troubles affecting u now, but some can be taken away if u made up ur mind.
Relationship basic rule is to be blissful together, enjoying each others company, sharing each other happiness and woes... Once in a while there will be conflict of interests or arguement, but one should not let it affect the relationship. As a chinese saying goes, 床头吵架,床尾合.
Majority of the time, ones should be happy together. It shouldn't be the other way round, so much so until it becomes a torture.
Make a decision between the two of u, make it work or call it even. It's totally your choice.
You have to face the problem someday, why not now???
You can never run away from it.
I know its hard, it is hard to change to make things better. Its also hard to say goodbye, one can't bear to and will lose the feel of belonging and touch.
Just my personal experience, i had a gf which i love a lot, but she aren't really an angels or even close to be a good gf or wife, but i held on hoping to change all tat, or even accepting her as she is. I tried many times, giving the relationship many 2nd chance, but still it doesn't work out. Then come the day i decide to give up. Its hurting and i really dun bear to but I told myself not to carry on if there isn't any future. And i finally broke off. To others who dun really know our relationship well, will be puzzled. Cos we often appear happy together but there are just hidden problems, major at that too.
Enough said, it's ur life, you hold the power to control ur life and others. Use it wisely.
I dun wanna be an anonymous blog-morons, just to let u know I am someone u know and cares as a friend but I dun wish to be known. I prefer low profile. I just leave it as a pen name, Siegfried.
May you find ur happiness once again.
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