Listen up all current friends, and friends-to-be


I am SICK and TIRED of having friends close to me fall in love with me, and expect me to do something about it.

I am SICK and TIRED of making friends, getting close, and then losing them one by one because of their uncontrollable feelings.

Every single time the same scenario happens. We meet, we make friends, we spend time together and get close, he falls in love with me, I make things clear that I am unavailable, they get angry and leave in a huff.

I can't give them what it is that they want. So to save time and effort, they stop contacting me. Or blow up at me and expect me to suck it up and act like I owe something to them.

Whatever happened to good old friendship?

All I want is a good friend, or a couple of them, is that so very hard?

Mr Famous once told me that things cannot be pushed, that I can't just deliberately go out and look for close friends, that I should just let nature run its course. And I did.

And look at what's happening.

Of course his advice holds true, but it's just that I am getting really tired of trying.

And I feel so lonely now.

So lonely.